I still love you

A small fire, that will always burn for you
I will hope and wait to the end of times

Fading

By the Baltic Sea

The pain of missing you

It has been a year, a year of time that just passes, a year of you and me. I've danced around you, you have to want me, I can't make your mind up. I can hurt because you don't choose me, I can miss you and I can cry because I am not to you what you are to me.
I do want your hapiness, I don't want to own you. I want you to love me, to have me marked down as important. To take time for me, and I am not sure if that will ever happen.
I got in trouble, and I needed you, and I found myself suprisingly lonley, with people that I did not expect.

I love you, I have loved you since I don't even know when. I am loyal to you and you are always the first person on my mind,

I am hurting, I miss you and you ignore me. I get desperate and it doesn't really do me any good. So I will have to tuck you away. I am not throwing you away, I love you too muvh for that, everyone says I deserve better, but I just bluntly love you. Everything about you, even the things that frustrate me more than anything.

When you wrap your arms around me and hold my hand in your sleep, I feel more secure than anywhere else. I sleep the best next to you.

I am making you something, and when it is done, I will send it to you, and that's my goodbye. It's my final "I can't live like this"