Alcohol has damaged me in so many ways, and I still drink.
I don't do drugs, not anymore, and they never did much for me anyway.
I grew up with a hole in my heart, falling apart inside.
I never told anyone, because I could always smile, I could be a smart ass and I could bounce back from anything. I
I was impulsive and I think why I loved T so much, was because she saved me from myself so many times.
And that is probably why I care for Alaska so much, he saves me from myself and I want to become better for him.
I know that so many times I just said FUCK it and threw myself to the wolves, I hoped for someone to come to my rescue, no one ever did. Because I had the perfect cover... I was my own perfect cover, and I trusted no one.
I didn't deserve anything. Because I was already damaged.
I don't do drugs, not anymore, and they never did much for me anyway.
I grew up with a hole in my heart, falling apart inside.
I never told anyone, because I could always smile, I could be a smart ass and I could bounce back from anything. I
I was impulsive and I think why I loved T so much, was because she saved me from myself so many times.
And that is probably why I care for Alaska so much, he saves me from myself and I want to become better for him.
I know that so many times I just said FUCK it and threw myself to the wolves, I hoped for someone to come to my rescue, no one ever did. Because I had the perfect cover... I was my own perfect cover, and I trusted no one.
I didn't deserve anything. Because I was already damaged.
