Once upon a time I met you, it was a whirlwind of unicorns, of me being insecure, in love and wanting to be with you. It was a long time ago, I wanted to be everythign you needed, I was hanging at your every word. You said jump, and I did. You broke my heart, you didn't just break it, you stomped on it and went on with life. you got someone hotter, straighter and different, somone that wasn't me.
I must admitt, you left me a littel crazy, and with a heart hurting so bad I spun out of control, you were that one person I acctually thougth I could marry, that I could spend the rest of my life with. I was dumb, you were still hung up on your ex, you were in transition, you wanted to party and make out with everyone, and I was just a pretty face in your life. I walked behind you and picked up pieces of your drunk ass, I paid your way and I truly loved you because I saw the greatness in you, what we could have been. I did see somethign that never became, adn you left me and I cried. LOTS!
Today, we talked, out of the blue we talked, and you said you wanted to reconnect, it has been eight years, I don't know if that be good, in any sort of way. You own a house you are selling, you date straighter girls than I do, and you probably think I'm still that insecure girl that worshipped you. I'm not... and I wonder, if we would have met now, would we fall in love, if we didn't have history, would we fall into each others arms?
Woudl you pick me up and run away with me, like you did that first time we met?
I must admitt, you left me a littel crazy, and with a heart hurting so bad I spun out of control, you were that one person I acctually thougth I could marry, that I could spend the rest of my life with. I was dumb, you were still hung up on your ex, you were in transition, you wanted to party and make out with everyone, and I was just a pretty face in your life. I walked behind you and picked up pieces of your drunk ass, I paid your way and I truly loved you because I saw the greatness in you, what we could have been. I did see somethign that never became, adn you left me and I cried. LOTS!
Today, we talked, out of the blue we talked, and you said you wanted to reconnect, it has been eight years, I don't know if that be good, in any sort of way. You own a house you are selling, you date straighter girls than I do, and you probably think I'm still that insecure girl that worshipped you. I'm not... and I wonder, if we would have met now, would we fall in love, if we didn't have history, would we fall into each others arms?
Woudl you pick me up and run away with me, like you did that first time we met?
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