Somedays are just not like other days, those are days when the sky falls down and we see the world for what it is. We walk around like zombies and think that we will live another day. We wait to live because we think that the next thing we encounter will be better than what we have.
Today I laid my arms around the sweetest guy I have ever met, and whispered that I loved him, so quiet I don’t think he heard me, because I didn’t want him to hear how weak I am. I thought I was stronger than this, and I am not. I want to be with him, because he is the best thing that has happened to me. And I am so scared and yet his arms around me calms me down.