I dont think you understand how much pain you are causing me, because if you did, I hope you would stop.
YOu chose her over me, over and over... I once trusted you so dearly, I was confident to share anything with you, almost, except for how I felt about you.
Now, I'm scared everytime I hear from you, that you have changed your mind, that you will break anohter promise.
I hear in your voice that you miss me, but you can't give her up. So she wins everytime... she once told me it's not a competion, and it's not. She just get to keep you, and I'm your second choice, I am just not as good.
I am better...